Recently, I heard a captivating story about a
teacher who could not read. John
Corcoran went through life without being able to read. Surprisingly, he graduated high school and
college while he was functionally illiterate.
He even taught high school social studies for 17 years and was a
successful teacher. This headline could
be another sensational story about “How awful our education system has become.” But, this is not a negative story; it is an
empowering story of grit and gratitude and the triumph of a man confronting and conquering his deepest,
darkest secret to help himself and others.
John was doing OK in school until the 4th
grade. This was the 1950’s and
unfortunately, the diagnostic tools were not what they are today. Thus, his reading disability went undiagnosed
and he started failing in school. At
first, like so many students, he let his frustration come out by acting out and
getting in trouble. Then, in the 5th
grade, he saw how upset he made his parents and he decided he did not want to
hurt them anymore. He knew he could
figure out another way to get by. But,
he didn't see any help with his problem, so he decided to fake it and
cheat. He was popular and street smart,
so he got through elementary school relatively easily.
Then, in high school, he became a star athlete and had his friends help
him graduate without much trouble.
An athletic scholarship got Corcoran into
college, but he had to be more creative to survive in college. Recounting one story from his fraternity
days, he said it would be a funny prank to steal the filing cabinet out of a
professor’s office. His fraternity
brothers agreed and helped him smuggle the filing cabinet out of the professors
office. He copied all the tests before
they returned the filing cabinet undetected so he could pass the class. As I heard this story, I kept thinking that
he has to get caught, but he doesn't. He
worked harder than the average student to pass classes and also to hide this
secret that he was carrying around, that he could not read. The most outrageous feat of cheating was when
he actually handed a test out the window to a friend. Somehow, he went undetected and graduated.
Then, he decides to become a teacher. The question I had at this point in the story
is, “Why did he seek a job as a teacher after all the stress and dishonesty to
get by in school?” Well, he said this
was in the 1960’s and teacher jobs were abundant and easy to get. He knew he would not be able to go into a
company and fill out even a basic job application. So, he gets a job as a high school social
studies teacher. The first thing he does
in the classroom is to identify a couple students to help him. He has them read the morning bulletin from
the first day on, even though the blurb at the bottom says, “Please do not let
a student read this bulletin.” This
became a running joke in his class as the student read this every morning.
Next, Mr. Corcoran sets up his classroom as a discussion and debating class, where textbooks and traditional tests were never used. John was a dynamic and charismatic teacher. The students and administration loved him. He always got stellar reviews and had a good reputation as a teacher. I need to stop here for a side note that he exemplifies how teachers need to utilize our strengths in the classroom. However, Mr. Corcoran takes this to the extreme by using his strengths to cover up his inability to read.
Next, Mr. Corcoran sets up his classroom as a discussion and debating class, where textbooks and traditional tests were never used. John was a dynamic and charismatic teacher. The students and administration loved him. He always got stellar reviews and had a good reputation as a teacher. I need to stop here for a side note that he exemplifies how teachers need to utilize our strengths in the classroom. However, Mr. Corcoran takes this to the extreme by using his strengths to cover up his inability to read.
At this point, a sad and ironic situation
manifests itself as Corcoran attempts to help the “troubled” high school
students who are at risk of dropping out.
He connects with the students and feels he can help them until he sees what
they really need is someone who can teach them how to read and tragically, he
can’t help. It breaks his heart to
realize he is not able to help these students with what they need most. But, even here, he keeps up the charade and
tried to help where he can.
At a faculty meeting, he gets a scare when the
principal almost asks him to come up and take notes on the board for the
meeting. Quickly, he plans to fake a heart attack as he walks up to the board to save him from
being caught. But, the person in front
of him jumps up and takes the notes, so he is once again off the hook.
For 17 years, John Corcoran taught high school
social studies. The questions I kept
asking as I delved more into this story were: “How did he get caught?” and “How
does he come clean?” He did get married
and have a daughter. When he “reads” her
bedtime stories, he would hold the book, turn pages and paraphrase the story,
giving his own version. One night, unexpectedly,
his daughter insisted he read a story he did not
know. As he was making up a story, his
wife walked by the room and heard what he was saying. She knew the story and realized he was not
reading the story. They had a discussion
and he admitted that he could not read.
So, John comes clean with his wife. Then, it takes all the courage he has to the
public library to sign up for an adult literacy class. By this time, a nationwide adult literacy
program was advertised and had made this possible. Mr. Corcoran leaves the classroom and becomes
a real estate agent. He learns how to
read, but that is not the end. Here is
where he takes his greatest secret and turns it into his greatest asset. This is extremely difficult but he reminds himself
that this will help others who are suffering the way he had suffered, in fear
and shame. John knows his story can
powerful and can help reach some of the estimated 7-17% of our adult population
that is functionally illiterate. He writes a book about
his experience and his life. Corcoran starts
a foundation to help bring the issue of illiteracy to the public and to enable people to profoundly change their lives.
You may visit The Corcoran Foundation at:
As a post script, I wanted to interject my
experience with teaching in a literacy program.
When I was getting ready to be a teacher, I volunteered at the Literacy
Council in the town I lived. I taught
for a year and absolutely loved it. I
would come out after teaching a session and feel like I was walking on air. Seeing these people who had the courage to
learn to read and take the extra time and effort to improve their lives was
incredible inspiring and encouraging.
So, I make a call out to not just teachers, but
everyone, to volunteer at their local literacy centers. It doesn't take much time, just a little
training and a commitment of a couple hours a week. Become part of the solution and make yourself
feel really good.
Quote from John Corcoran:
“I bought into a big
lie in childhood by believing that I could never learn to read or write. My
experience as an illiterate who eventually became a published author is living
proof that we should never give up on ourselves. If you think something is possible,
it probably is. Against all odds, a small part of me never gave up hope that I
might someday learn to read. Now my mission is to share hope with little boys
and girls, adolescents, and adults who are just like me.”
His story is an amazing account of the impulse to teach, lead, and inspire. I was so skeptical when I first read about John but it is evident he is earnest in his desire to help others. While, by today's standards, it would be almost impossible for John to become a teacher (I suspect it wasn't that easy back then either) it is remarkable that he endured and has created an organization to tackle the problem he faced head on. I have to wonder, in our time of metrics and hoops, if we don't drive away our natural leaders who want to serve?
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